Well for at least 6 months i begin to start writting again, trust me...its hurt when i choose to wrote with a situational objection, because my heart started to be mellow again this morning. And that mean makes you guys feeling annoyed by my fluctuative emotional now.
Here and now,...
Like Bubble's said "my word were cold and flat", and so do i. Can't move from my bed, just smile whenever my friends tried to cheers me up, and being a dead prisoner in the modern world. I just said, "am sorry guys, god gives me little blows right now, thanks for those jokes..but i just wanna stay in my kraken mind right now". The second lowest point in my life, and its pretty damn hard.
From now on, with my last word, "i won't forget this", i swear to be great. I won't trapped anymore. I won't gives a fake smile nor sweetest smile anymore. I will grew and won't be a scrumble. You said that i missjudged you, yes! i miss judged you. I will forget about the beauty of true love, because i know that was a big bullshit until you get married. I will grew up so i can't uniting my pieces again. Its very true that sometimes you get what you want but what you need.
But still, the part of this soul was lost and thats not your fault, thats my fault. You didnt do anything wrong, because i am the one who did it. Did a wrong way and wrong direction.
Okay, make it 50-50. So both of you and i can get along, and move on. Congratulation! you did it...you can drove and drill my heart. Awesome. For a little good damn thing i swear that you're the greatest one. But this time i would say sayonara. Have a good time, god speed!
ps: for my readers, sorry this is my emotional statement, dont mind it:) barokallahufik
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