Utopia

i know, there is something that could be changed and couldn't. My ignorant sign of perception, there are such silly things that i can't accepted this time. Generously, making some decision will pass you at precisious direction or maybe won't. I have some promises, i have some dreams, and that was made with you. Truly, i can't throw it far away right now. I am sorry, but i mean this forever..


i was born with unromantic genes.
with no coding DNA for doing any romantic things spontaneously
and there were you, crashing in like the realest thing
i tried my best to understand all that your love can bring.
But still, it doesn't enough. i keep misconceive on you..haha
so it was my mistake to let you cankered with the right way of other couples do., 
I am sorry to love you in different way, 
brighten your everyday in different way,
and caring you in a different way too.

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-Removing 2 last sentences, because i know that i'm not worthied for those things now-