Well for at least 6 months i begin to start writting again, trust me...its hurt when i choose to wrote with a situational objection, because my heart started to be mellow again this morning. And that mean makes you guys feeling annoyed by my fluctuative emotional now.
Here and now,...
Like Bubble's said "my word were cold and flat", and so do i. Can't move from my bed, just smile whenever my friends tried to cheers me up, and being a dead prisoner in the modern world. I just said, "am sorry guys, god gives me little blows right now, thanks for those jokes..but i just wanna stay in my kraken mind right now". The second lowest point in my life, and its pretty damn hard.
From now on, with my last word, "i won't forget this", i swear to be great. I won't trapped anymore. I won't gives a fake smile nor sweetest smile anymore. I will grew and won't be a scrumble. You said that i missjudged you, yes! i miss judged you. I will forget about the beauty of true love, because i know that was a big bullshit until you get married. I will grew up so i can't uniting my pieces again. Its very true that sometimes you get what you want but what you need.
But still, the part of this soul was lost and thats not your fault, thats my fault. You didnt do anything wrong, because i am the one who did it. Did a wrong way and wrong direction.
Okay, make it 50-50. So both of you and i can get along, and move on. Congratulation! you did it...you can drove and drill my heart. Awesome. For a little good damn thing i swear that you're the greatest one. But this time i would say sayonara. Have a good time, god speed!
ps: for my readers, sorry this is my emotional statement, dont mind it:) barokallahufik
Kamis, 28 Juli 2011
Senin, 30 Agustus 2010
yui -good bye days-
Hari ini saya iseng nonton filmnya Yui A Song to the Sun (Midnight Sun) bareng curut,damsyik, ma babi. Jujur awalnya saya gak begitu tertarik untuk nonton. Berhubung Alfa ngebet banget nonton, maka saya ikutan juga. Sebenarnya tema filmnya sederhana. Namun ada suatu moment ketika Yui nyanyi lagu, kena banget. Dan saya luluh.hehe. Berikut lirik lagu good bye days yang sudah diterjemahkan ke dalam bahasa Indonesia.
Good Bye Days
Ada alasannya mengapa sekarang aku memutuskan untuk menemuimu
Aku ingin memperdengarkan padamu sepotong lagu dalam sakuku ini
Sambil pelan-pelan menaikkan suaranya (volume) untuk memastikan semua baik-baik saja
Sekarang, hari perpisahan
Aku tahu perasaan ini akan berubah
Sampai kemarin (hari-hari yang kita lalui terasa) begitu lama
(Hari-hari yang) terlarang tapi tetap berkesan
Saat aku bersama denganmu
Menyerahkan padamu salah satu sisi earphone-ku
Perlahan-lahan saat lagu mulai terdengar
(Aku pun berpikir) apakah aku bisa mencintaimu dengan baik?
Dan sesekali aku merasa bimbang
Sekarang, hari perpisahan
Segalanya mulai berubah, tapi sesuatu dalam hatiku baik-baik saja
(Seperti sebelumnya, hari-hari yang) terlarang tapi tetap berkesan
Saat aku bersama denganmu, sekarang
Kalau bisa aku tidak ingin bersedih, bagaimana tidak siapnya perasaanku
Tapi kau datang kan?
Waktu itu dengan tersenyum, (tak tahu) bagaimana aku akan mengatakan "Hai, teman" dengan baik
Saat menyenandungkan lagu yang sama
Aku berharap ada di sisimu
Hari perpisahan yang tidak menyenangkan
Tapi aku senang bertemu denganmu
Aku ingin memperdengarkan padamu sepotong lagu dalam sakuku ini
Sambil pelan-pelan menaikkan suaranya (volume) untuk memastikan semua baik-baik saja
Sekarang, hari perpisahan
Aku tahu perasaan ini akan berubah
Sampai kemarin (hari-hari yang kita lalui terasa) begitu lama
(Hari-hari yang) terlarang tapi tetap berkesan
Saat aku bersama denganmu
Menyerahkan padamu salah satu sisi earphone-ku
Perlahan-lahan saat lagu mulai terdengar
(Aku pun berpikir) apakah aku bisa mencintaimu dengan baik?
Dan sesekali aku merasa bimbang
Sekarang, hari perpisahan
Segalanya mulai berubah, tapi sesuatu dalam hatiku baik-baik saja
(Seperti sebelumnya, hari-hari yang) terlarang tapi tetap berkesan
Saat aku bersama denganmu, sekarang
Kalau bisa aku tidak ingin bersedih, bagaimana tidak siapnya perasaanku
Tapi kau datang kan?
Waktu itu dengan tersenyum, (tak tahu) bagaimana aku akan mengatakan "Hai, teman" dengan baik
Saat menyenandungkan lagu yang sama
Aku berharap ada di sisimu
Hari perpisahan yang tidak menyenangkan
Tapi aku senang bertemu denganmu
Rabu, 06 Januari 2010
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Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again, Naturally Lyrics
In a little while from now
If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough
She's stood him up"
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally
It seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can’t be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?
Alone again, naturally
Now looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn’t understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally
If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough
She's stood him up"
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally
It seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can’t be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?
Alone again, naturally
Now looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn’t understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally
Senin, 07 Desember 2009
ALS
Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis adalah suatu bentuk penyakit motor neuron. ALS yang biasa disebut Maladie de Charcot, adalah suatu penyakit yang progresif dan fatal. Penyakit neurodegenerative disebabkan oleh degenerasi dari motor neuron, sel-sel saraf di sistem saraf pusat yang mengendalikan gerakan spontan otot. Kondisi ini biasa disebut penyakit Lou Gehrig di amerika utara , setelah seorang ikon pemain baseball Yankees New York di diagnosa menderita penyakit ini pada 1939 dan meninggal pada tahun 1939 dalam usia 37 tahun. Sekarang ini, fisikawan terkenal Stephen Hawking dan gitar virtuoso Jason Becker adalah orang terkenal, yang menderita ALS dan masih hidup hingga saat ini. Gangguan ini menyebabkan kelemahan otot dan atrofi di seluruh tubuh baik bagian atas dan bawah neuron motor merosot, berhenti untuk mengirim impuls pesan ke otot. Karena idak bisa berfungsi, otot secara bertahap melemah, mengembangkan fasciculations (berkedut) karena denervation, dan akhirnya atrofi karena itu denervation. Akhirnya, penderita mungkin kehilangan kemampuan untuk memulai dan mengendalikan semua gerakan sukarela. Hanya kandung kemih dan usus sfingter dan otot-otot pergerakan mata yang bertugas atas yang mampu (tetapi tidak selalu) selamat.
Fungsi kognitif umumnya terhindar kecuali dalam situasi tertentu seperti ketika ALS dikaitkan dengan frontotemporal demensia. Namun, ada laporan tentang perubahan kognitif lebih halus dari jenis frontotemporal pada banyak pasien ketika tes neuropsikologi rinci digunakan. Sensorik saraf dan sistem saraf otonom, yang mengendalikan fungsi-fungsi seperti berkeringat, umumnya tetap fungsional.
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