Jumat, 29 Juli 2011

reblogged from my notes

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be, your neighbor, your coworker, a long lost friend, or a complete stranger. When you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved,straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
Most importantly if you Love someone tell him or her, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store

Kamis, 28 Juli 2011

The End Of The Middle Stories

Well for at least 6 months i begin to start writting again, trust me...its hurt when i choose to wrote with a situational objection, because my heart started to be mellow again this morning. And that mean makes you guys feeling annoyed by my fluctuative emotional now.

Here and now,...

Like Bubble's said "my word were cold and flat", and so do i. Can't move from my bed, just smile whenever my friends tried to cheers me up, and being a dead prisoner in the modern world. I just said, "am sorry guys, god gives me little blows right now, thanks for those jokes..but i just wanna stay in my kraken mind right now". The second lowest point in my life, and its pretty damn hard.

From now on, with my last word, "i won't forget this", i swear to be great. I won't trapped anymore. I won't gives a fake smile nor sweetest smile anymore. I will grew and won't be a scrumble. You said that i missjudged you, yes! i miss judged you. I will forget about the beauty of true love, because i know that was a big bullshit until you get married. I will grew up so i can't uniting my pieces again. Its very true that sometimes you get what you want but what you need.

But still, the part of this soul was lost and thats not your fault, thats my fault. You didnt do anything wrong, because i am the one who did it. Did a wrong way and wrong direction.

Okay, make it 50-50. So both of you and i can get along, and move on. Congratulation! you did it...you can drove and drill my heart. Awesome. For a little good damn thing i swear that you're the greatest one. But this time i would say sayonara. Have a good time, god speed!

ps: for my readers, sorry this is my emotional statement, dont mind it:) barokallahufik